I lay there thinking, “They better put me out good!
” I was convinced that I was so excited about the coming reality of waking up to a brighter future that the anesthesia wouldn’t work.
Questions like how I have boobs, if my voice is real, if I used to be the star quarterback in high school, and most importantly, whats going on “down there,” if you get what I mean.
A simple flirtatious conversation turns into a interview.
When meeting someone new, I always find a way to drop that I’m transgender into the conversation and on Tinder I list it in my bio.
I just find it easier to get it out there before becoming too involved because I hate anxiety of the unknown and I like people to like me for all of me. I get that I’m a woman and I owe no explanation but I’m a trans woman who is also proud of her gender identity.
I don’t think any minute I have left on this universe can compare to the first minute I had with my neo vagina..
But it did and when I woke up, my eyes immediately filled up with tears.
Even though I just went through such a major ordeal, I had never have felt so painless as I did when I realized I was at one with my body.
They don’t want to bring me across the bar to introduce me to their friends, and they most certainly Most men are just afraid of transsexuals, because of the social stigma that comes with dating one of us.
God forbid he brings me out in daylight and someone calls me a man and them gay, because then they are emasculated.